Every time I go on a day mission I wonder if I am doing right in living such an "ordinary life" because it's so energizing to me to pour my life just one day that I could just imagine having the opportunity to do it more. I dream of being not successful but fruitful and I love hearing stories of people like the glamorous girl from Orange County who left her job at a posh architectural firm to move to the orphanage, or the families who left everything to do life changing work in the lives of children. The couple who dreamed up building this amazing nursery that just opened at the orphanage and it took them three years to build but it became their lives work. I know so many stories of lives live radically for Jesus and what I do seems to be nothing but a drop in the ocean of what needs to be done, but today at church God revealed something new to me via the gentleman speaking whose name I don't remember but his words are just resonating in my brain non stop today, "To follow God's heart into the world gives me a desire to grow DEEPER and a passion to go FURTHER". deeper and further are two key words in my life right now because I do have a thirst to grow deeper in God's word and a desire to go further in my generosity, my mission and the outpouring of my life for God's glory.

The best statement I heard this morning was " Doing big things for a big God is merely and ultimately the accumulation of doing little things for people, the accumulation of countless faithful acts by faithful people with humility and a servant heart."

So I will continue to dream big and I will continue to try to surround myself with people who are living the radical loving serving generosity lifestyle I want to live. I am making a commitment to God to do it day by day in the small ways I am able to until He opens door to do more....